Some of the guys in here  sleep about 18 hours a day. I came across  that on the internet and its called “escape sleeping”. Somewhat akin to the excessive sleeping brought  on by depression. When inmates get out they have a hard time adjusting and getting inot the normal workday schedule.  Most, actually all of them have been in at least a couple times with  the exception of myself and one other guy. He killed his baby and is very famous. And decided  to sleep next to me. Actually, his head is at my feet! Would do the whole sleeping thing too if my dreams weren’t so painful! Don’t sleep well anyway since I’ve been sleeping alone. I’ve lost my measure of peace I had. Everyone says well at least you’ve got your whole life ahead of you. And that’s what hurts the most. Fifty more years of living without a heart and soul. Not much quality of life. I play cards with killers and drug lords. Now, I miss playing it with my best friend.  Who I was married to.

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